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Speaker to discuss drug, alcohol addiction at event
Posted by: Vindy.com (IP Logged)
Date: April 22, 2007 12:38AM
Re: Speaker to discuss drug, alcohol addiction at event
Posted by: christie mefferd munoz (IP Logged)
Date: April 22, 2007 12:38AM
i am going to discuss me and my brother...
i was on drugs off and on 5 years.at times i still get to wanting it but i thank god he saved me...
i wasn't on it as bad as most people were but it was headed in that direction. i knew that wasn't what i wanted for myself in life....
importantlly,
my brother went to prison at age 17... said he was 18 tried him that is. he murderd a man.my brother got out dec.13,2005.he got with the wronge croud and started drinking again.drinking got worse then he dated a couple of girls lived with them for a while not knowing he was on drugs.one day my brother seemed to be sickly but he kept going.we shrugged it off he'll be ok. he woke up one morning and asked mom to take him to a friends house,she did. people he didn't come home.there are so many different tells we dont know the truth.my brother age 28 died with 3 times the amount of alcohol in his system and cocain and methanthanimines in his system.we know that had allot to do with his death but the story's told dont add up.its still under investigation.
i got back on drugs hoping it'll kill me too. i wanted to dye with my brother,i thank god he seen me through it. its been sence nov.19,2006 when he died and my olest daughter's dad died dec. 1,2006. due to a fall with the blame of meth in his system. he fell off a roof where he worked and burst his head he lived 2 or 3 weeks cant remember...
whether or not we care about our selves or not we need to think about what if that happens to me whats going to happen to my family.will they hate me?other kids going to pick on my kids at school due to my stupidness.
i've been clean sence dec. this time and its only throgh god. you know your bad on drugs when you beg god to let them bust me i need help. but the whole time all i needed was god's help.i was blessed to where i didn't need rehab...oh by the way i was busted may 4,2006.i cleaned up may 16,2006. messed up twice. thats when my brother died and when my little girls dad died.been clean every sence and pray i stay that way and if someone needs someone to talk to email me i dont charge i listen.i want to help you. email me at mnchrst3@aol.com
i was on drugs off and on 5 years.at times i still get to wanting it but i thank god he saved me...
i wasn't on it as bad as most people were but it was headed in that direction. i knew that wasn't what i wanted for myself in life....
importantlly,
my brother went to prison at age 17... said he was 18 tried him that is. he murderd a man.my brother got out dec.13,2005.he got with the wronge croud and started drinking again.drinking got worse then he dated a couple of girls lived with them for a while not knowing he was on drugs.one day my brother seemed to be sickly but he kept going.we shrugged it off he'll be ok. he woke up one morning and asked mom to take him to a friends house,she did. people he didn't come home.there are so many different tells we dont know the truth.my brother age 28 died with 3 times the amount of alcohol in his system and cocain and methanthanimines in his system.we know that had allot to do with his death but the story's told dont add up.its still under investigation.
i got back on drugs hoping it'll kill me too. i wanted to dye with my brother,i thank god he seen me through it. its been sence nov.19,2006 when he died and my olest daughter's dad died dec. 1,2006. due to a fall with the blame of meth in his system. he fell off a roof where he worked and burst his head he lived 2 or 3 weeks cant remember...
whether or not we care about our selves or not we need to think about what if that happens to me whats going to happen to my family.will they hate me?other kids going to pick on my kids at school due to my stupidness.
i've been clean sence dec. this time and its only throgh god. you know your bad on drugs when you beg god to let them bust me i need help. but the whole time all i needed was god's help.i was blessed to where i didn't need rehab...oh by the way i was busted may 4,2006.i cleaned up may 16,2006. messed up twice. thats when my brother died and when my little girls dad died.been clean every sence and pray i stay that way and if someone needs someone to talk to email me i dont charge i listen.i want to help you. email me at mnchrst3@aol.com
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